it must be spaghetti. Yes. That is it.
Today, my sister texted me, "Is your gun black? Or jet black?"
I said wtf and moved on with my life...Then she replied saying the most interesting story...
"Remember back when I was in the 7th grade and I had to do a report on somebody for Mrs. Harvey's class? And I had Jesse James, and his friend was his gun, and then you asked, 'Is his gun black? or jet black?' and everyone laughed."
I realized that I was a fucking hilarious little munchkin, and that I actually have changed over the years. I have become lazy, I stay indoors a lot now, and I lack somewhat on my social skills. But yet; it doesn't bother me, because it's not MY fault I just haven't found great friends that I could spend every weekend with. Most my friends all just play video games all the fucking time. Like I'll fucking go to Eric's house and he'll fucking just play CoD for an hour, then we play CoD together for an hour, then we go to Aaron Meraz's house, then go to Steven's house, then watch steven play black ops and eat all his food and drink all his soda, then leave. But sometimes, i'd rather just save Hyrule over and over again ;)
Really, the highlight of my high school years so far probably was having a girlfriend... Because it gave me something to look forward to every weekend and I could wake up and look forward to seeing her. I'm not sad about us breaking up, but it's just awkward not waking up to anything to look forward to. It causes me to try less, ya know? Not having anything exciting happen anymore. but if there is anything I have learned from life is that it may be boring now, but exciting in the future.
3 comments:
awe why did you guys break up for? hmm.. you need to find your purpose. but at the same time, by getting out of bed every morning you have accomplished more than some have in the world. you do have something to look forward to, and thats life. be thankful for it. soon enough, you will find your purpose.
Actually, I believe the highlight of your high school years so far has been stroking my notebook and fooling around with my eraser (but mostly the eraser part). Just sayin'. You know you get out of bed just for that:P
you think when friends get together you'll want to play outside because that's what i did when i played with my friends. I don't have any Bf's just by the fact that i don't go over to people's house or other shit that's personal. I had one before but that's a different story.
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